No answers yet...

I haven't been able to find out much else today about my abnormal hormones. I called my OB office first thing this morning and when the nurse called back I was really annoyed that I had to explain the situation AGAIN! She had to call me back a second time after she tracked down the radiology report from the ultrasound and Dr. Barrong hadn't even had a chance to look at it yet. She also told me that he would be gone this afternoon. I figured that I wouldn't hear much today afterall. I told her that I hadn't been home in four days and asked that if I needed to have any more blood drawn if I could just go to the Hospital lab in Newport (I have no idea why I hadn't thought of that before) and she said that would be fine, but since I was still "in town" had me go do one more blood draw before heading back to Newport.

It is so nice to be back at my own house. Not that I don't love my parents and in-laws who put me up for the past four days, it's just nice to be "at home". My house is a mess though. I wish I could find more motivation to clean it up better, but today was not the day for that.

It has been a rough weekend for me. All the ups and downs have taken a toll on me-mentally, physically, and emotionally. I was feeling really mad that I was feeling so down and depressed. I was upset that I was totally fine and moving on with my life and then got thrown a curve ball. I was lying in bed today thinking to myself and trying to ask what I am learning from this so I could stop being mad. I do feel a little bit better after being home and I know that I just need to be patient and everything will sort itself out.

I have been having mild cramps ever since I had the ultrasound. I had to have a "trans vaginal" (yeah, that's right- internal) ultrasound. I figured that the cramps were from that. They haven't been too bad, but just in the last half hour I have started to have stronger cramps that seem to be steadily increasing. Hopefully it's nothing. Well, it's after 11 and Kate is still crying for me, so I better go see what she needs. Good night!